Here's your sign!

I am one to take signs very seriously. I am not talking about traffic signs or advertisements of sorts....although the former I at least pay attention to!ha No, I am referring to signs sent to me by a higher form. Signs that come in the form of a song, a random comment, or a coincidental happening. Lately there have been pretty blatant signs that have happened to me.

A random and not as important one would be when I was on the Kids side of Gap and I hear, for the first time playing over there, the theme song to the O.C. That obviously goes with Cali..but I kinda find it pointless to read much of anything into that because it's something that would never actually develop. But nevertheless it still caught me off guard!

The most shocking and most obvious sign that I have gotten lately goes towards music man. I was on my way to work the other day and I decided to get coffee causing me to go a completely different way to work than I normally do. After I get my coffee, I get stuck behind a truck for a bit. When I look at the truck's license plate I notice it reads 'Fraggle'. Now to everyone else that means nothing but to me it means everything! I found that to be the most random thing to put on a license plate but the most obvious sign for me! My mouth literally fell open! Then, low and behold, early the next morning I finally get to talk with music man. This had been after I thought he was ignoring me and giving me his form of payback. Needless to say it made me incredibly happy to get to talk to him! Now I just still have to find a way to get across how I want to keep talking to him and let him know I am genuine. I am not here to hurt him anymore and there is no need for him to be cautious with me anymore. I want him to let down his guard and let me in again. I don't want to have to worry that after one conversation with him is over that I may not get a chance to have another..or wonder when I will get to have a chance to talk to him again. It does not help that I work at Gap and almost every song that plays there reminds me of him!! I just wish I can finally pull something off to make him realize everything or even figure out a way to get him to read this blog again! Then he would be able to see into my heart and know what I am feeling now. I can only do as much as I can, the rest will be up to him.

Finally, I now understand that the "little" asspect! is nothing but a bad habit that needs to be broken..but is so hard to break. Could it almost be forming into a parasite?! That is most unfortunate! I guess I need to be completely debugged..call for the exterminator!!haha I cannot wait for things to finally set themselves out and for my life to not be confusing, but clear and full of happiness! I hope I am already set on the right path!